day 111 of 365...

i miss writing...really, i wish i have more time for sleep or more time for things that does not involved sleeping. I've been very intimate with my bed, my comfort zone...or that couch that i take power naps at the office lounge, i don't know if i snore. well i don't care about that anymore.

i just thought i must have a little update of my not so updated 365 project. i thought i can post something on a daily basis but sigh sigh sigh...at least i am still on with this project. and it really helps me express myself somehow. and i thought i have a lot to say but for now i am all sigh...still overwhelmed on everything happening to me... feel blessed but stressed at the same time. anyways,i am thankful that i can handle things, hopefully, i could...so help me God... i still don't have that dream camera or a dream phone for a camera. but i read from somewhere that the best camera is what you have. :)

well i am just gonna sigh for now. i think this is what i am good at...sighing

a little something for the new year...

randomly writing my thoughts...no edits...just impromptu's...november and december of 2012 have been so fast-pace for me...wistful, that they did not end so soon, so 2013 is a new start, hoping to still have the optimistic vibe that those months gave me, so many things have happened and I never felt so blessed...from zadee's birthday and then designing birthday invitations for my friends with their daughter's birthday...to finally be working...meeting new friends...zadee's being a flowergirl on his Uncle's wedding, Christmas, New Year...answered prayers for my Mom. Being able to provide for zadee. so so thankful for that year. I miss writing poems on AP, I miss Ma'Dee, I miss Jac and I miss blogspot, where mostly all the small realities I've collected daily are being written here. I kinda felt I am no longer good on words, or maybe there some realities that you can't really find words to say...things unexplainable like saudade and deja vu...this year I've started this daily collection of photos which I am posting at instagram...I am going to at least try...my project 365...so I am now on my day 14. hopefully...maybe just maybe...I can complete this until day 365 :)

and lastly I just want to thank all the beautiful people I met in my life of 2012...who's been an inspiration to me most of the time, salamat, you all know who you are..xo

flowerchild

Oi Lienda
Bella que fa?
Bonita, bonita que tal?
But belle
Je ne comprends pas fran§ais
So you'll have to speak to me
Some other way

 

 effeuiller la marguerite

merci beaucoup ate rachel

thank you ate rachel 

ang munting salu-salo

New friends

People like them makes going to work less stressful, it's not even the salary that makes you stay, survived, it

is having friends like them at work :)

portraits and the beauty of being unfinished

 

I never really get to finish most of them...inspiration is really very elusive